A mention of that might cause Rude to remember the destruction he caused in this very apartment that night. If the place looked particularly clean right now its because most of his damageable furniture had been shattered, and luckily his televisions were all mounted on the wall or they would have gotten kicked or smashed onto the floor as well.

It takes a lot to get him there, but when he was upset he could get violent. Thankfully his temperament was controlled reasonably well the rest of the time or doing his job might have been impossible.

He nods at Rufus' request, pressing his face into the crook of the blond's neck. "I don't know what I'd do if I lost you too." The love he has for Reno is something he could never explain with words, and even if nothing would ever become of it, that wouldn't change. The love he has for Rufus is just as special. He's like family to him. Rude would take a bullet for him without thinking twice. Even if he lost his position as president, Rude would remain by his side all the same. He couldn't bare to watch anything happen to Rufus.