Rufus grabs the collar of Rude's suit to hold him close as he deepened the kiss, Sephiroth the furthest thing from his mind suddenly. It's incredibly easy to lose himself with Rude like this and he just lets himself push everything else away right now. If anyone needed to reach him, they could always call so he was going to indulge himself.

He only broke the kiss to pull away slightly to start to pull off his tie which is tossed aside followed by his shirt and belt before he grabs Rude's tie to pull him closer once more for a hard kiss. He wanted to feel something other than grief or anger and he knows he doesn't have to tell Rude this. They both needed to feel something else.